You,
__all know it.
That feel'n you get when your liv'n day 2 day, as mediocre it can be.
I'm in'n'out of this crap feel'n.
I just can't seem to find the positive foward movment long enuff to have staying power to get somewhere permently good.
I just might turn a bunch of things like C.phone & TV service off,
just so I can have a little more in my pocket to spend towards family weekend-vacations.
So mabe we could get away from this crap-hole-town for some time.
That & mabe save a little to the side to perchase some tools that could help me with my art,
& some general fix-it tasks. Oh'well life continues on.
The only thing I can do. Is to continue to get off my face, & keep trying.

Ah; still moving foward...